For the first time

And for the first time in many years, we have decided to take a breather. 

Where will this lead? Hopefully something better. The unknown always bewilders me; it brings me much fear. 

Deep down, it hurts and pains me. I cannot imagine what it would be like without him.

Making the Wrong Right

Once I have said the wrong things, I can never take my words back. I can only hope that the message I sent out won't be too damaging, emotionally and mentally. I get so worried whenever I communicate how I feel or what my thoughts are because I never know what it would mean to the recipient. 

I write this because this has happened to me many times over. And right now, I wish I could right all the wrongs.