Sunday, October 18, 2009

Going Crazy

Suddenly everything seems to collapse around me again. The flashbacks get stronger, the emotions pinch my already bleeding heart. What's wrong I ask myself and cannot find an answer. Little things irritate me. Urgh!! Too much negativity in me. Terrible Terrible!


Just heard a song on the radio..and thought just randomly paste the lyrics here.

Westlife - If I Let You Go
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you out of my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching
but I just can't find
The courage to show to let you know
I've never felt love like this before
And once again
I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out


But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see
you smiling back at me ?
How will I know
if I let you go ?


Night after night I hear myself say
Why don't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
If I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be,
holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know if I let you go ?


If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh
Once again
I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
If I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be,
holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know if I let you go ?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

After a long while

It's been sucha long time since my last entry.
Alot has changed.
Finishing attachment, getting into a new job and now changing for another..something that I have always wanted, hopefully.
Starting 2 November 2009 will be a whole new chapter of my career. This time, I got to make it work. No more government sector, restricted by a million processes and red tape.
Been so uptight about alot of things lately and wonder if change is for the better.
If only I can predict the future...