Peace of Mind

Serenity. Peace. Quiet. Dreams become reality and reality becomes a dream. Taking time to reflect on the past is a sad thing when we over indulge in it. Acknowledging the things you've done wrong, felt wrong and spoke wrong, becomes a fear. There it is again. Death. Death of a flower, death of a life, death of life.

Why talk about death? Aren't there happiness anymore? Why ask so many questions about life? Why talk about life? Why discuss such issues that will only result in more unhappiness? Emotions are always women's greatest enemy. Overcoming it without forming attachments are great acheivements yet having no emotions makes women insensitive and probably not understanding. I heard a teaching - Bear no attachments. Learn to release. It seems a daunting task but being able to do it gives you great satisfaction. There have been many things I have learned along the way. Picking up the bits and pieces, the trails, the mysteries, the secrets and unraveling the inner truth about myself. Surprised to discover what I did not imagine I would find or could it be what I wished I did not find.

Stop it now. Going on and on with these thoughts. Foolish yet so Serene. Can I do it? Yes you can. Yes I can! Bring back those happy thoughts and get a hold of yourself! Why drift away and indulge into indefinite things like pinning for the future instead of taking moments by one moment? Biting off a bit at a time and eventually seeing the bigger picture. A painstaking effort but worthwhile. Many things awaiting to uncover. Many things awaiting to be said. Many things still left undiscovered. Not the day for blogging.

Stop it now. Yes you can....yes you can....